Journal Entry: Saturday, March 12,
2011
As the sun begins to set on the horizon
of the cool beach – the immaculate colors of peach, red, and orange
fading into a dark violet skyline and blinding white ocean waves –
the phone buzzes loudly.
Ring! I hear my ringtone, an excerpt of a sermon, “aaaalllways being with our God! Having joy... that will not stop!”
Ring! I hear my ringtone, an excerpt of a sermon, “aaaalllways being with our God! Having joy... that will not stop!”
I silence the phone, noticing the
caller id: “Tirrell Hobson.”
“I'm on vacation…shoot. No calls,”
I mutter.
1 missed call.
Time: 6:45pm
I lay alone on the beach enjoying my
time off. The temperature drops as the night continues to draw near.
An unknown phone number calls my cell. I refuse the call. After I
walk back to the beach house, I watch the news, which informs me that
tonight the time will change.
“Spring forward. One less hour to
sleep,” I say to myself.
I pull out my phone and see the date.
March 12, 2011. Tomorrow is Saturday, the anniversary. The
unknown number texts me:
REF # 123157
TURN BACK A MOMENT
TAKE A SECOND CHANCE
TURN BACK A MOMENT
TO DO MORE THAN JUST A GLANCE
TURN BACK A MOMENT
TAKE A SECOND GLANCE
TURN BACK THE TIME
AT THE STRIKE OF 3:13AM IS YOUR CHANCE
As I read the message out loud, I think
about him. But if I could go back, where would I go, when
would I be?
I fall asleep thinking about what I
would do. I want to see him again. So I close my heavy burning
eyelids to quench the thirst of my fatigue. But what feels like
seconds later is really hours.
Clang!
Time: 3:13am
But it is an alarm clock. Not a cell
phone. I am in a bunk bed in a green, dirty room. I look around for
my cell phone, but I don’t see it. And I'm at home – not the
beach house. How did I get home so fast? I walk into the
bathroom, eyes still closed with sleep, glasses off.
The bathroom looks different. In fact, I feel different. As I wash my hands, I run the warm water from my hands onto my face, wiping my eyes open. I slowly look up into the mirror and notice. My hair is gone - just a little afro! Oh no! Okay, my face. No zits (that's good). But not one strand of facial hair. I look like I’m 12! I begin to freak out.
“Oh no! Oh no! Someone shaved all of
my hair off.” I look down and say, “All of my hair!” Oh
boy.
As I pace back and forth in the
bathroom, I remember... the text message! This is a chance. Turn
back the time. What year is this? What day is it? Hmm. I have a
digital watch. I click it and it shows 3-13 – but what year?
I walk out the bathroom and see into the room to the right. Siobhan,
awake as usual. And Malique, my nephew, is a baby – not even a year
yet. If he was born in November of 1998, that means he is only a few
months – and if it’s March, then it’s probably 1999. It's March
13, 1999. I glance at my watch. Saturday morning. Wow!
I don't know how long I can stay in
this day, so I begin to look at my uninked comics, my first
incomplete journal, and my messy room. I am eagerly waiting. My
impatience gets the best of me. I walk over to Mom and Dad's room.
The door is cracked open. Dad is awake, completing his home
peritoneal dialysis treatment.
“Jason? What are you doing up this
late... or early?” Dad asks.
I am stunned. Dad looks good. Not a lot
of gray hair. He knows it’s me. Not blind. I just want to hug him
and kiss him. It is him! My dad alive and well! So much I want to
say! So much I want to do! But I am silent. Stunned.
“Jason... what's up?” Dad says. “Is
everything all right?” So much I want to ask him as an adult.
“Nothing... everything is f-f-ine,”
I stutter out. “I miss you, Dad.”
Dad chuckles, “Tsss – he-he. Awww, son, that's sweet. You know I love you, right?”
I slowly nod my head. Of course I
know. You say it all the time.
“Well, don't wake up your mom.”
“Oh,” I whisper. “Well, I know
it's late, but I just want to talk to you, Dad.”
“Okey doke. But let's talk in the
morning,” he says back in a whisper.
“Oh okay. Yeah... I'll see you in the
morning.” This is the anniversary. But in only 4 years
(3-13-03) you will be d-d-dead. But what will I say
knowing that? What will I do differently?
“Jason... I'm proud of you!” Those
words from my father sends chills down my spine and tears down my
face.
“I love you, Dad,” I say as I walk out of the room. What would I do? What would I say? I would do the same thing, I think as I close my eyes and wake up. Back to 2011 – March 13. Sunday morning. I spent that hour in the past. Now it's gone forever. But never forgotten.
The End.